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[01 Mar 2006|11:42am]
I decided to reopen this Livejournal, but I've deleted most of my old posts. They were depressing.
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Ok. Shut Up. I know I'm an obsessed loser [20 Oct 2005|09:58am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

“Johnny Depp”

Eyes,
Piercingly dark,
Pools of decadent chocolate,
Intensity manifests itself.

Face framed by exquisite cheekbones,
Sculpted by the hollows it creates as it kisses the light,
And I know it seems wrong,
For a girl like me,
To lust after a movie star that could be my father,

but when that raven hair falls in front of your eyes,
and that raspy, deep voice rumbles from your succulent lips,
I believe, for one second, I could die.


---

Heh feedback?

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Look. It's ANOTHER description of my personality type. [16 Oct 2005|06:24pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

The Portrait of the Healer Idealist (iNFp)
Copyrighted © 1996-2004 Prometheus Nemesis Book Company

RATIONAL IDEALIST
ARTISAN GUARDIAN


Healer Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in striving for their ends, and informative and introverted in their interpersonal relations. Healer present a seemingly tranquil, and noticiably pleasant face to the world, and though to all appearances they might seem reserved, and even shy, on the inside they are anything but reserved, having a capacity for caring not always found in other types. They care deeply-indeed, passionately-about a few special persons or a favorite cause, and their fervent aim is to bring peace and integrity to their loved ones and the world.

Healers have a profound sense of idealism derived from a strong personal morality, and they conceive of the world as an ethical, honorable place. Indeed, to understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. The Healer is the Prince or Princess of fairytale, the King's Champion or Defender of the Faith, like Sir Galahad or Joan of Arc. Healers are found in only 1 percent of the general population, although, at times, their idealism leaves them feeling even more isolated from the rest of humanity.

Healers seek unity in their lives, unity of body and mind, emotions and intellect, perhaps because they are likely to have a sense of inner division threaded through their lives, which comes from their often unhappy childhood. Healers live a fantasy-filled childhood, which, unfortunately, is discouraged or even punished by many parents. In a practical-minded family, required by their parents to be sociable and industrious in concrete ways, and also given down-to-earth siblings who conform to these parental expectations, Healers come to see themselves as ugly ducklings. Other types usually shrug off parental expectations that do not fit them, but not the Healers. Wishing to please their parents and siblings, but not knowing quite how to do it, they try to hide their differences, believing they are bad to be so fanciful, so unlike their more solid brothers and sisters. They wonder, some of them for the rest of their lives, whether they are OK. They are quite OK, just different from the rest of their family-swans reared in a family of ducks. Even so, to realize and really believe this is not easy for them. Deeply committed to the positive and the good, yet taught to believe there is evil in them, Healers can come to develop a certain fascination with the problem of good and evil, sacred and profane. Healers are drawn toward purity, but can become engrossed with the profane, continuously on the lookout for the wickedness that lurks within them. Then, when Healers believe thay have yielded to an impure temptation, they may be given to acts of self-sacrifice in atonement. Others seldom detect this inner turmoil, however, for the struggle between good and evil is within the Healer, who does not feel compelled to make the issue public.

http://keirsey.com/personality/nfip.html

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Fuck, I'm lonely. Johnny Depp... mm.. I put up a shrine near my compy.. mmmm [15 Oct 2005|07:43pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Take the quiz: "Which famous movie kiss are you?"

Breakfast At Tiffany's
You are the Breakfast At Tiffany's kiss!


*sigh*


HASH(0x8bf4740)
Your costume is a Vampire!


What Should Your Halloween Costume Be?
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Surprise, surprise. =P Actually, I'm being a serving wench this year. HAH.

holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Beautiful Love
You want a Beautiful love, soft
but passionate. You are probably very old
fashioned and polite. You can't stand rude
people, wolf whistles are to you only
dis-respective and immature. You love nature
and everything beautiful in life. You will fall
for a guy that makes you forget about the rest
of the world.

Please rate aaaaand... eat chocolate bars?
*cough*rate*cough* ^^




What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~
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[13 Oct 2005|08:17am]
[ mood | bored ]

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The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)

Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

Your exact opposite:
Genghis Khunt

Random Brutal Sex Master
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.


ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth

CONSIDER: The Loverboy


Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.
My profile name: blahhress

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[11 Oct 2005|05:54pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

You Should Get a PhD in Liberal Arts (like political science, literature, or philosophy)

You're a great thinker and a true philosopher.
You'd make a talented professor or writer.






eeeeeeeeeeep
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The SATs should die [08 Oct 2005|01:36pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

You are a

Social Liberal
(81% permissive)

and an...

Economic Liberal
(16% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Socialist




Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test
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tee hee [06 Oct 2005|04:41pm]
[ mood | bored ]

the Cutting Edge

(61% dark, 50% spontaneous, 36% vulgar)

your humor style:
CLEAN | SPONTANEOUS | DARK


Your humor's mostly innocent and off-the-cuff, but somehow there's something slightly menacing about you. Part of your humor is making people a little uncomfortable, even if the things you say aren't themselves confrontational. You probably have a very dry delivery, or are seriously over-the-top.

Your type is the most likely to appreciate a good insult and/or broken bone and/or very very fat person dancing.

PEOPLE LIKE YOU: David Letterman - John Belushi




The 3-Variable Funny Test!
- it rules -

If you're interested, try my latest: The Terrorism Test




My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 84% on darkness

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You scored higher than 50% on spontaneity

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You scored higher than 47% on vulgarity
Link: The 3 Variable Funny Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

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[04 Oct 2005|08:13am]
[ mood | bored ]


ColorQuiz.com Drowned0phelia took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Wants to make a favorable impression and be recogn..."


Click here to read the rest of the results.


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My Interior Monologue for Creative Writing [03 Oct 2005|02:45pm]
[ mood | blah ]

My existence consists of darkness. Since my Awakening to the night five years ago, I have been living a lie. My occupation, the sole proprietor of Jickle’s Apothecary is merely a façade. The customers, shady types, who seem to somehow be connected into this wretched world, do not ask questions. My shop is usually overlooked, conveniently located in an alleyway, where only the occasional whore and her customer will venture. This double-life I lead grows thin. The darkness seems to seep farther into the world of innocence as my enemies make it clear that they want me dead. So, I lay awake and wonder, who am I? I am certainly not Chantrelle Alvar, the refined, girlish figure I was those few years ago, yet I refuse to become submerged into this society of blood and terror. I regret this state of being, for each night I must prowl the streets, ravenous for the life’s blood of those who are not consumed by the darkness such as I. To live a life such as this is to submit to becoming a parasite. I despise our kind, yet, with my Maker’s death, I am expected to lead those also sharing his immortal blood. This has caused mutiny among certain members of our vampiric kin. Each time I think of it, I am torn. I know it is solely my fault that my younger sister, Azrielle was taken and made into the same wretched being that I am. A few weeks after I had been turned, I found myself longing to visit my childhood home. My soul, unchanged by the immortal poison I had ingested during the transformation, yearned to see the happiness of my sixteen year old sister. She seemed so innocent, yet wise beyond her years, and during my days in the light, I often envied her and the serenity she exuded in even everyday routines. So each night, I would visit my childhood home, peering into the windows of my mother and father’s room, and my sister’s as well. I had no idea that I was being followed. One winter night, the air, laced with frost, I had set off for my nightly visits. While approaching the house, I noticed something strange. The front entrance was open, it’s blackened doorway, a fearful gap in the night air. My stomach fell; deep strands of fear permeated the air. I flew to the doorway. I found my parents lying in a pool of blood in the foyer, their throats a mess of blood and viscera, a distinctive sign of murder by my kind. I quickly searched the house for signs of my younger sister but found only a note lying in the grip of my father’s dead hand. The note spoke of how stupid a fledgling I was to think that I could visit those I’ve surpassed, and how they took my sister of their own, to make payment for my “sins.” It was weeks until I saw my sister, and when I did, she was gone. In her place was a ruthless killer, power-hungry and driven quite insane by bloodlust. She now leads the opposition to my rule, her eyes dead and craving power, yet I still remember those days we spent when we were children, and curse this underground world. I know that if it came down to one last battle, I do not think I could kill the thing that wears my sister’s face.

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Feedback would be peachy. I got a 10/10 from my teacher, but I'd like other opinions.

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[30 Sep 2005|12:49pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

http://www.channelingboards.com/SpikeThesis/spikethesis.pdf



Quite interesting

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[27 Sep 2005|05:07pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Seagoing Fox
Your Superpower is Flying
Your Weakness is Crystals
Your Weapon is Your Thunder Hammer
Your Mode of Transportation is Sleigh

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New poem for Poetry class [25 Sep 2005|05:27pm]
[ mood | creative ]

A whisper flew into my ears,
Tickling my senses,
And filling my mind,
With visions of darkened hallways.

The smell of peppermint permeates the air,
Frost-bitten by the cruelty of the whisper,
It’s teeth, tiny, yet sharp,
Ready to draw blood, pulsating and dark,
if provoked.

Its bitter aftertaste stings the tongue,
With words half-heard,
Betrayal looms above,
Its blackened wings, large and foreboding,
The whisper merely laughs,
The ghost of its words still lingers.

The hallway echoes the whisper’s silent song,
The darkness pulls,
Closer,
And
Closer.



---

Any feedback would be wonderful dahlings.

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[22 Sep 2005|06:36pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | "Let's Do It..Let's Fall in Love"-Alanis Delovely soundtrack ]

01. reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal

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[21 Sep 2005|09:06am]
[ mood | depressed ]

and the best part of everything?


No one gives a fuck.

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[20 Sep 2005|02:44pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Sitting in this
hole of once was,
dirt piled around,
up to my knees,
up to my eyes.

Fearing the contours
of your face,
the deep intensity of your eyes,
your lips, clenched tight,
and washed-out white.

Love me,
while the insects seem to squirm, and squeal,
about my eyes, about my face.
Save me,
from this darkened state of being,
while the earthy smells can soothe,
nothing would be better than a smile,
pulling aross your face.


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Feedback pleeeeeasseee? I'm being deprived of it.

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Ay, I fear it might be too late! Yarrr. [19 Sep 2005|04:17pm]
[ mood | weird ]

'Tis Talk Like A Pirate Day, me hearties!
So git ter swash bucklin' an' rum drink'n!
Show yer Pirate Pahaarrrrrrr-ide!
Savvy?

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[17 Sep 2005|07:37am]
[ mood | bored ]

Tri-Lamb Material
60 % Nerd, 43% Geek, 52% Dork
For The Record:

A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd and Dork, earning you the coveted title of: Tri-Lamb Material.

The classic, "80's" nerd, you are what most people think of when they think "nerd," largely due to 80's movies like Revenge of the Nerds and TV shows like Head of the Class. You're exceptionally bright and smart, and partly because of that have never quite fit in with your peers or social groups. Perhaps you're realized, or will someday, that it is possible to retain all of the things that you like about being brilliant and still make peace with the social cliques around you. Or maybe you won't--it's really not necessary. As the brothers of Lambda Lambda Lambda discovered, you're fine just the way you are and can take pride in that. I mean, who wants to be like Ogre, right!?

Congratulations!


Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in any of the following:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Professional Wrestling

Love & Sexuality

America/Politics

Thanks Again! -- THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST




My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 71% on nerdiness

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You scored higher than 67% on geekosity

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You scored higher than 84% on dork points
Link: The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test written by donathos on Ok Cupid



Dawn Summers
72% amorality, 81% passion, 90% spirituality, 63% selflessness
Dawn is a person driven by her love for her friends and her desire to make a difference. Perhaps you are, too. You're willing to do whatever is necessary to do what is right for those you care about, and sometimes this can get you in a little bit of trouble.

Most of all, however, you have a heart of gold.

Congratulations!

If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following:

Nerds, Geeks & Dorks

Professional Wrestling

Love & Sexuality

America/Politics

Thanks Again! -- THE 4-VARIABLE BUFFY PERSONALITY TEST




My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 77% on morality

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You scored higher than 80% on repose

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You scored higher than 95% on spirituality

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You scored higher than 72% on selflessness
Link: The 4-Variable Buffy Personality Test written by donathos on Ok Cupid



DAWN?!?! WTF IS THIS??

The Romantic Lover
72% partner focus, 52% aggressiveness, 45% adventurousness
Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:

You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own.

This places you in the Lover Style of: The Romantic Lover.

The Romantic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is the hallmark of young love--the Romantic Lover often loves the idea of being in love, and being a wonderful lover, and so they try to bring their prospective partners every bit of joy or happiness that they can. They are the serenaders, and the ones to rent carriages in the park or take a gondola ride down a canal. The Romantic Lover is a treasure to find, though they sometimes are prone to being hurt if their advances are ignored or harshly rebuffed.

In terms of physical love, the Romantic Lover can seem shy, but usually it is simply a by-product of wanting to be perfect for their lover, and often needs some extra encouragement and re-assurance to truly feel at ease. Given a special, intimate evening, and the right lover, the Romantic Lover can be a delight in bed.

Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Classic Lover (most of all) or the Suave Lover, or the Exotic Lover.

Congratulations!

If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following:

Nerds, Geeks & Dorks

Professional Wrestling

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

America/Politics

Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST




My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 82% on partner focus

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You scored higher than 48% on aggressiveness

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You scored higher than 26% on adventurousness
Link: The Lover Style Profile Test written by donathos on Ok Cupid

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quizzes [12 Sep 2005|07:22pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.



Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp

What You Call Him: Daddy Dearest

Why You Love Him: Because he's your baby daddy



Oh my. According to this, I have one Hell of an Electra Complex...


Ew.
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[10 Sep 2005|10:18am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

innocent kiss
Your a innocent kisser when you kiss you
think about all the good things! Sex probually
dosent even cross your mind, you'd much rather
think about love and conpanionship! Your a
really good person and probually a really good
kisser!


What type of kisser are you?(pics)[[for guys and girls]]
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So, pretty soon, I'm being forced to go camping with my parents. They would not listen when I told them that I have an Anatomy and Physiology test on Monday, they merely think that I can study there. Ugh. I hate this..


Treat me like a child, why don't you?

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